Boy Trouble help???.......................…

Well I liked this guy David for like ever !!. and he kept saying how much he loved this one lynsey .He started writing it on poles sayin david 4 lynsey {crying all nigh ova dis } I really like him so i was really upset over this.....I was talking to her friend shauna 5 mins ago and askedher did her meet {french kiss} her and she said he did.[still crying ] im sooo devastated that he wud choose her over me...Im still cryingnow because im very upset i mean i think i might love him ohhh i forgot to say im 13 and Hlp!!! plzzz